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cuz tonight I'm livin' in a fantasy

Holy shit, release day.

I mean, not that it matters in the grand scheme of life or anything. Just that I am all nervous and fluttery about it and I still have to go to work and be all normal and calm and shit. :(

No fun. I will imagine Chandler/Kent sex while there maybe. Just for funsies. Then maybe work on original plotting stuff like a good girl.

Meanwhile, just a reminder for anyone who feels they need an epilogue that one does in fact exist. And it's free! (You just have to suffer my bad Spanish).

Somebody Named Will

So much love to everyone today. Especially Claire and Paulina and Daphne and Dreamsparkle, for keeping me on target. :)

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I assume in his thirties. Maybe older? But I got the sense he was supposed to be youngish golden boy with that first promotion.

It is exhausting pretending to be normal, even if you don't do it very well. It would be why he doesn't go out much. Even a short evening out would wear him down.

I had an idea for a short fic. Though I don't think I will write it.

I just can't be bothered to imdb RPJs age.

So, over 35?

Add to the stress of trying to fit in, he's an idealist. That would make this specific job a bad idea.

Tell me?

Well I want to write it, but again, I can't do Brit speak so I think it would suck.

I want something simple and short. But basically that Chandler has injured himself somehow and doesn't have use of his hands (for maybe a few days, maybe longer) and is freaking out about it in his office because he knows that means a change in his routine and most likely Myles or a nurse or someone touching him and/or just doing things to mess him up. And a possible stay with Myles in his messy house with the screaming baby. Which is like an OCD nightmare. Only he can't calm himself down like he'd usually do with the Tiger Balm so he is sitting with his eyes closed and trying not to outwardly panic or show his rising headache, and then someone comes in that he assumes is Myles only it's Kent.

And I want him like, being all, let me help you sir, and not giving him a chance to argue before rubbing his temples with it etc... And then Myles coming in and Chandler being all stumbly about it, like he does when around gay stuff and Myles's knowing expression, only Myles doesn't say anything about it. He just looks and then announces there's a change of plans and Kent will be looking after him tonight, the team's decided. Because no way would Chandler argue against the squad or want to make a scene, and going to his own home is better than being babysat in Myles's house. And he would totally miss the look Myles would give Kent and everything.

I am a dork. I know it.

A fluffy dork, yes.:)

I just want Kent to dress Chandler. You know, all gentlemanly, blushing at the same time. Huuuuge mutual embarrassment with a slight hint of actual intimacy and trust.

I just want Kent to dress Chandler. You know, all gentlemanly, blushing at the same time. Huuuuge mutual embarrassment with a slight hint of actual intimacy and trust.

OH MY GOD. That would be amazing. I WANT IT. Why can't this happen? Who do we need to bribe?

We could try it? See what happens?

We don't know anybody and nobody watches the show, dammit.

Like underwear and everything? Because then I need to learn more about a) expensive men's underwear and b) bespoke suits.

I bet Kent has studied too though.

both povs work too. Chandler's if you wanted like the embarrassed flashbacks to the feel of Kent;'s hands at his temples while Kent is dressing him and the nerves and trying to seem calm for Kent at the same time, or Kent for trying to be gentle and unobtrusive and yet loving every moment and then wanting to be a gentleman and not look but of course seeing skin and everything.

Also, a reason why Chandler would be unable to use his hands, why *Kent*, and etc.

I think one could fudge the details a bit with bespoke suits. Make it more about the emotions, sensations, not *how*.
I assume Chandler wears plain boxers.

Kent pov is easier. Simpler language AND that way there is the added bonus of Kent seeing Chandler react (and in a good way). That's gotta be like Christmas. :)

haha

Well the hands could be burns, chemical or otherwise. That's easy enough. Or cuts with stitches. And Kent I assume because Miles was going to do it, because he's like family, but he's got a baby and a family etc... and enough to do and when he goes in and sees Kent rubbing balm on Chandler's temples (which is totally still happening) he goes..."ah" mentally and gets it and decides to give Kent a chance. Also you know, he has enough to do.

And I think Mansell would be a no and Riley would make Chandler even more uncomfortable.

Yes, something that would mean inconveniently wrapped up hands yet no permanent damage.

Miles would totally leave Chandler in Kent's hands. Just to see what happens. And that's like training wheels for guys like him anyways, so it's technically a nice thing to do.

Exaaactly. Miles is doing him a favor in the long run. And it isn't like Kent is going to push anything.

This is so adorable! waaaaah! Why can't it already *be* for us to read?

Kent will just blush and make eyes at Chandler. It's good for Chandler to deal with stuff like that.

Internet is not fair. Booooo.

Fandom never gives us the stuff we want! Whinewhinewhine!

I have this image of Kent seeing a flash of skin and staring for a second too long and then being all obvious about looking away and keeping his eyes averted.

Dramah!11

I want accidental half hard on and furious blushing and heavy breathing.
Because I'm not at all specific, no sir.

Maybe on the second night?

Because there has to be a second night. And he tells himself Kent is better than anyone else would be, and if Kent doesn't mind....

But by the second night he's less worried about germs and touching more just worried about the touching in a whole new way.

It should be for a short period of time because otherwise Chandler would hire a nurse.

Maybe Kent if so efficient that Chandler lets his guard down a bit. And then, BOOM. Accidental skin touching leads to embarrassing physiological things happening.
Something.

Ugh. Fucking allergy season. It's like I have fluff instead of a brain.

Two nights. It's the second and last night? And even that is like, Kent isn't supposed to stay the night this time. And yet it's like things are going slower than they need to. And there's less nerves.

So of course he's more at ease and maybe even smiling a bit and not paying attention and it's been a very very long time since anyone has touched him, much less touched him so intimately.

Two nights, yes.

And he has always been just a tad sensitive anyways. *cough*

I bet he has super precise jack off rituals.

Oo, genius. YES.

Like a clockwork, once a day? Two days?

Two days. And everything has to be clean and distraction free, and the air smells vaguely of Tiger Balm and whatever lotion or lube he uses and most days it's for tension relief more than anything else.

Btu some days thoughts slip in there, based on sensory information he couldn't help but receive but which he hasn't processed yet. Things like the weight of someone's (Kent's) hand at his back for a moment in a crowded space and the warmth of his breath.

Nice and relaxing but not really that great. Efficient.

And he 'tries' not to think about anything (anybody) specific. (Maybe for gentlemanly reasons. Hard to look people in face after.)

haha

Except for every once in a while someone actually gets him going and it's always an accident and he can't help himself.

The system he has works against him. He's so deprived of proper arousal, little things get him going. And then he gets fixated.

YES! That obsessive in the OCD that everyone forgets about.

It would be all he could think about.

cuz tonight I'm livin' in a fantasy

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